Today's Lesson;

it was a day from hell. not only was i snowed in and couldnt leave the crib (once i managed to make it home from work smdh) but could i not see my boyfriend cuz this bitch named MOTHER NATURE. ya see, we been together for a looonngg time and its known that im crazy. just a legit pyscho. but today; it was his turn. he said some off the wall statements that really hurt. he knows exactly what to say to strum every cord in my body.

now usually, when this happens. i say "fuck it" , will curse you out, then bounce and never speak to you again. oh no, not today. i was miserable. i couldnt sleep, didnt eat ( a bangin ass home cooked dinner i might add) and i couldnt stop thinkin about him. i kept lookin at my phone to see if he text me or changed a status on facebook ( i know, crazy right ??) but nothing. i seriously thought it was the end.

but he called. and apologized. and i forgave him. as simple as that. it may sound stupid to you but i have never forgave ANYONE. ever. i may say i do, but inside, i NEVER do. in my mind, you have one shot. once its blown - its done. but when he asked me if i forgave him i said, without even thinkin twice - "i love you. of course i forgive you" . . .

needless to say. i love this man. no matter how much we fuss or fight, i love him. and ill never leave him. (thats right hoes, get used to it : ) ).



todays lesson goes as follows :
"Forgiveness is the final form of love." --Reinhold Niebuhr