im sitting here watching the new MTV series that DJ AM did to help out people who are fighting addiction. the moment i turned it on, without even lookin at the girl who was speaking, i knew she was from philly. she had that typical northeast philly accent. i dont know why, but it made me pay even more attention to what was going on because it was actually going on in my city.
members of my family have been and still are addicted to drugs and its a scary thing. at times i would think, why do they do this to themselves. why do they do this to their family? but watching this show i see that its not just that. there is more to why people use and it makes me sad to think that my loved ones feel that they have to do this to live life.
it also crazy because im watching DJ AM talk to these people and try and help them out of their addiction, when he was suffering himself. it had such strength to help these people, but didnt have it to help himself.
drugs are something i have NEVER fucked with and have no desire to. i pray for those who are fighting their addiction, those in my family and not, and those in my city and not.
RIP DJ AM
heres the trailer . the show just started tonight, theres 7 more episodes that i will be tuning into.