at this time, i was graduating high school .... aint that crazy ? it feels like it ... i guess because so much has changed in the past 5 years that it feels like centuries since i been in high school ... i sure as hell felt that i was in college for decades i know that much LOL ...
so much has changed since those days and i can honestly say - if i had the chance to go back to high school for a day, i would NEVER do it. high school was torture and straight hell. i was fat, my hair was a mess, and i had like 2 friends ... at the time i thought that was embarassing, but now - 2 friends is all i need. high school trials and tribulations taught me a lot about myself, and for that, i am always grateful, but to go back to the those days is just something i would not ever want to do.
and its funny - i dont talk to ANYONE i went to high shcool with - on a constant basis. ill see some of the guys in the clubs and sometimes i see the females in malls but other then that - i dont speak to them. even the people i was friends with - i still dont converse with unless its a "hey" on facebook ... and again, im fine with that. do i ever miss them ? not really honestly .. i just feel like that part of my life is over and done and there is no need to look back. it was what it was and ill take it for what it is.
what brought this up was that someone asked me if i was going to our 5 year reunion .. for what ??? its crazy to think ive been out of high school for 5 years - but i can have that revelation on my own. i dont need to go see people i didnt like, wasnt friends with, or dont speak to ... its just a waste of time in my opionion. the majority of us have graduated college and started their own lives and are headed for the future...thats none of my business. i do me and will continue to do so.
just crazy to think .. damn 5 years ...