Friday, May 8, 2009

damnnnnnnn

i havent updated in a hot minute lol. ever since last weekend . so interesting week - i must say God is testing me crazy these past couple of weeks and thankfully he has had my back every time. i mean, you live and you learn right ? i have definitely learned some valuable lessons these past couple of days - and u can best believe i wont ever be making those mistakes again. they do say everything happens for a reason - whether you understand it now doesnt matter - in the end - theres a much better picture and thats what im going with at this minute. im blessed to have a family that is there for me and that i can tell anything to . my mom is truly the most beautiful woman God has ever made and i am thankful every day that she is my mom and that i have the relationship i have with her. i would be LOST without her and i thank GOd every day for her. my brother is my heart. aunts, uncles, cousins .. a girl who started out as a best friend and is now my sister. she's there for me morning, noon, and night regardless and i love her. dudes come and go - so never sweat over them because they are easily replaced. while one fuckin up another one is just waiting on the sidelines to take his place.

the situation i was in ended - and i cant say i didnt see it coming. i tried looking past it - i tried taking it for what it was. and in the end - it turned out to be nothing. puppy love i would like to call it. he wasnt anything of what i thought he was. and he ruined any bit of friendship that we could've had when he did what he did. its one thing to have arguments - its another to get violent and act disrespectful and outta pocket. and its not ok. so thats over. he dont wanna hear it but i know he feel it. think before u speak and def. think before you act. cuz just as easily as it came along - it can be gone.

the gig ... is the gig. defly learned a valuable lesson this past week. and i will NEVER do that shit ever again .it was defly not worth it . AT ALL.

andddd you know - still doing my typical partying. its friday - so u know we hitting the town hard again ... heres some flics from last weekend ... im bout to delete the space - nobody be on that jawn no more - so find me on facebook or just take what u can see off this jawn. im also on twitter - twitter.com/dmarieee so follow me. that jawn be poppin sometimes. LOL. im out. be easy. catch ya'll on sunday = ]

@ Kriegers going away party. you will be missed love bug <3 <3






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