if i dont wanna deal with you ; that means i dont want to deal with you. and i dont wanna have to explain WHY i dont want to be around you, speak to you , hear from you, hear about you - any of it. just accept the fact that i dont care at the moment and to leave me be. stop asking whats wrong, stop trying to talk to me - its not going to make it better. sometimes i just need peace. from you. from everyone. from everything.
is that really so hard to understand? i mean shit. those of you who actually know me already know this about me. so why when you KNOW and SEE that im in one of my moods - can you just let me be ?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
ok.
i think im better now.
just had to get that out.
im done now.