Mashonda did a "bare all" interview with Vibe Magazine basically talking about EVERYTHING that happened with Swizz and her. After reading what she had to say, i feel even more for this woman and cant stand Alicia Keys even more. I feel even more for their child. im a product of a divorce caused by infidelity and that child may not realize everything thats going on now - but he will when he goes to love a woman later in life ...
She had a lot of deep shit to say ..
"People feel that they (Swizz and Alicia) are so happy and they are so in love, but what really happens is that real love does not come from a foundation when you hurt somebody else. Love does not happen like this. Love doesn’t involve hurt, lies, or destructing anybody else's soul."
"We were supposed to grow old together, we were supposed to raise this baby together, we were supposed to do all these things, I'm fighting for my fucking husband. I don't care who he's dating, I don't care how much money she's got, I'm fighting for my husband.’ And then I realized… I can't fight for him… he doesn't want to be with me. I'm not going to win this one. "
"I got to be honest with you… I was not in love. Love is unconditional; “in love” is very conditional. [Being] in love is a state of insanity, infatuation, when you can't live without that person. But when one thing goes wrong you feel crazy, it's insane. So when you’re able to tell the difference you're better off. Because [being] in love doesn't last, [it’s] for the moments. Love is forever. I still love him, he's the father to my son. We have history, there's no reason not for me to love him. What he did was done for me to learn something. I don't blame him anymore. Now he has to learn because I've already learned. "
lawd jesus. i could cry for this woman.
read the whole interview at www.vibe.com