have you ever felt so disrespected that you couldnt even function - that you didnt know what to do. whether to cry, freak out, become physcial , or just hold it all in because you know if you lose composure, it'll be a problem?!
i thank God for being on my side last night and teaching me a strong and valuable lesson. i also thank him for not putting me in jail.
they say you hurt the ones you love the most. well whoever said that is straight up retarded. if you love someone - you do your best to protect them, to NOT hurt them, to always care for them, to always be by their side. you dont CONTINUOUSLY disrespect, hurt, argue, abuse them . you just dont.
i feel so disrespected, embarrassed, hurt, confused, but at the same time - relieved. because he did what i needed him to do so could just up and leave. my pride never lets me out of anything - not easily at least. but at this point - im NEVER and i repeat NEVVERR going back. i will NEVER put myself in that situation EVER again.
i thank God for giving me a best friend - my sister who is always there for me regardless if its 10 am or 4 am . shes always there to pick me up when im down, make me smile when all i want to do is cry, and she alwayssssss knows what to say to make it better.
as for him - its a wrap. over. dunzo. FINITO. so Thank You ...